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Ніяких грошей, тільки любов, я хочу

Для підтримки життя необхідні саме гроші.



Однак це було б мінімально необхідно, але тим цінніше просто любов.
Хоча навіть життя складне, грошей немає, тільки любов, я хочу тільки її.



Навколо мене багато грошей, але немає любові, яка була б абсолютно нестерпною.



Навпаки, любов поруч зі мною, просто безумовно, хоча насправді грошей немає, але навіть це може бути терпимо.



Плотськи практично корисна або така зручна необхідність, просто важлива, проте, навіть при такій великій кількості, ніяка любов, ніяка ніжна життя ніколи не прийнятні, по крайней мере, для мене.



Тому що я хочу тільки любові, навіть якщо б вона була крихітною і маленькою, якби вона була непоправно дорогоцінною, тільки одна любов, я б відкинув від себе все, крім неї.



Так, тільки такий скромною і маленькою, але ніколи не підлягає заміні любові хочу тільки я.



Мені не потрібні ні гроші, ні статус, ні багате життя, я хочу тільки любові.



Ні будь-якої корисної посади, ідеї, ні будь-якої влади, тільки не брехати, не змушувати любити, я хочу.
Навіть на тернистому, жорстокому шляху, тільки одна любов супроводжує мене, я б відмовився від усього, чого б я ніколи не хотів, я хочу тільки любові, навколишнього мене, хоча навіть жорсткою, або без грошей, проте, тільки Дорогоцінна любов поруч зі мною, будь-яка інша необхідна річ, я б просто відмовився.



Тому що, врешті-решт, тільки любов повинна бути правдоподібно переконливою, принаймні, для мене.



Любов, маленька, але тепла і милосердна точна любов, я хочу тільки її, навіть без грошей, без багатого життя, тільки поруч зі мною маленька любов, цього достатньо, ніщо інше не може бути необхідно, крім неї.




Так, в житті в кінцевому рахунку немає переваг, тільки так не фальшиво, не брехливо, не прикидаючись, тільки маленька любов, я хочу тільки її, я нічого не хочу, крім неї, ніякої іншої поміченої настільки привабливою речі мені не потрібно.




Навіть важке життя таке, що грошей немає, я хочу тільки любові.




Тільки це поруч зі мною, ніякий інший предмет все одно не потрібен, принаймні мені.




Ніяких грошей, я хочу тільки любові.




Тому що тільки любов Дорогоцінна, заслуговує любові і прихильності.





Тільки любов до нас, до мене теж.






8 березня. 2022

No Money Only Love, I want

For sustaining life survival, exactly money is necessary.


However, it'd be minimally necessary, but the more precious is just love.
Though even tough, life is, no money only love, I want it only.


Much money around me, but no love is entirely unendurable.


Contrary, love beside me, just certainly, though no money actually, but even that could be endurable.


Carnally practically useful or so convenient necessity, just important, nevertheless, even with these so much, no love, no affectionate life is never acceptable at least to me.


Because I want only love, even it'd be tiny, and small one, if it'd be irreplaceably precious, only just one love, I'd throw anything except it away from me.


Yes, only so modest and small but never exchangeable love is only I want.


No money needed, no status, no richer life, only love I want.


No any useful position, idea, nor no power, only not lying not force love, I want.
Even in thorny fierce road stepping, just only one love is attending me, I'd give up everything, anything I do never want, I only want love surrounding me, though even tough, either no money, nevertheless, only precious love beside me, any other necessary thing, I'd plainly give up.


Because, after all, only love must be believably convincing at least to me.


Love, small but warmer and merciful exact love, I want only it, even no money, no rich life, only beside me small love, that's enough, no other thing could be necessary than it.




Yes, life ultimately no advantage, only so not false, not lying, no pretending only small love, I want only it, I want nothing but it, no other any seen so attracting thing no I need not.




Even tough, life is, no money, only love I want.



Only it beside me, any other everything is not necessary item at least to me.



No money, only love I want.



Because only love is precious, deserves to love and have affection.




Only love to us, me either.





Mar. 8th.      2022

Mirage Out of the Blue Floating in front of My Eyes Part48

So far, at March 3rd, It was announced that four hundred and ninety-eight Russian soldiers had been killed and one thousand and five hundred and ninety-seven wounded in the invasion of Ukraine, according to the release by It was announced that four hundred and ninety-eight R〇ss〇〇n soldiers had been killed and one thousand and five hundred and ninety-seven wounded in the invasion of Ukr〇n〇.
Meanwhile, R〇ss〇〇n troops released that his 498 soldiers killed, more than 2870 on the ukrainian side.


After all, our team inserting serial holidays as a vacation for enough relaxing but any other day, that country's peaceful demonstraters' lives and anti-governmental idea attending the country's citizens' them were the top priority, desperately we either addressed to investigaste precise location, that facility's mainly important members' gathering occasion's date or so in Alt〇i Republic’s domestic underground syndicate (necessarily Charlie Craig must have been involved with that activity and his integral cooperation to that organization).


In my team's conference, we once were debating so thorough going at recognizing how C〇A and R〇ss〇〇n in mutual offence and defence, necessarily Y was absent from that terminal conference, because in terms of the chain of command, Y must have grasped more intelligence than us, though rather we needed debate so freely around that inference together with first 4 original members with me, and afterward, at another occasion, including new recruited 4 members together. At the conference, ‘Āqil mentioned that probably 
C〇A already must have for ultimate emergency even the assasination project toward President P〇t〇n, nevertheless he could not apply it as much as possible, because if that operation could have been executed, necessarily that assissination project scheme's identity and its top secret content and presence must be exposed so publicly and the second, the third P〇t〇n's appearance through mimicking the same operation for taking Presidential status.
Necessarily that his opinion could be convicing either, but I suggested him and other member that ultimately, if that emergent operation could be done, certainly now outputting precious R〇ss〇〇ns and Ukr〇n〇s lives must be saved, but more than ‘Āqi's claiming reason which was either appropriate, true reason must be R〇ss〇〇n people by themselves should have solved, then, if C〇A could help through that emergent operation, certainly now serially outputting death casualties must be saved a little more, in long span, both countries' mutual relevance must have the worst traumatic mutual emotion, though looking over now serially appearing incresing numbers of sacrifices could be obliged to be justified, for respecting R〇ss〇〇n people's independetly engaging in their nation's rebuilding.


To my remark, any member could get agreeable expression, but actually even in daringly so  sacrificing precious Ukr〇n〇s and R〇ss〇〇ns, future both countries' healthy deplomacy should be prioritized for preventing both countries from more atrociously damages and sacrifices in long span for them.


Last year's my supposisional teq ball's amusement in holidays with each member independently could told me that so many each member's own capability and significant character or so, and ‘Āqil's them was understood to me that he was so methosical, butt simultaneously he applies the theory of human's inherently evil-minded, though he claimed to me at my suggesting question to him in our teq-ball amusement pausing time, he atrticulated that "Even if we all should run him down, but simultaneously we should limit our executing range, because wicked players could have own position and to some extent we through overllooking his crime in taking generously inpairing our running down to him, rather we'd smartly continue our mission around his syndicates' extermination."


Toward it, Suddam in the occasion that I implied him that his claiming that we all just have to execute only ordered matter so diligently, because anytime the chain of command is the most integral at missioned work for us, thus unnecessary our interest and judgment must be sinfully and it should be evaded in our attitude.
Certainly both ones remarks were so convincing at each reason.


Anyway, teq-ball’s each one’s own physical sensing and own character was evidenced at least my notice, and ‘Āqil’s it was anytime so precisely correct, but Suddam’s one was so dynamic and each reaction to my technic was so challenging.
Two guys’ so symmetrical natures and Sophia’s one was more elastically elegant as being suitable for beautifully pretty woman.
(to be continued)