Originally I had two long novels writing plan, but both things were obliged to be switched so much, coz the background novelists set in premise to motivate them to discribe reality by itself was completely transformed and obliged to be malformed with virus pandemic reality, in addition to it, not only one country, but also all countries in world must have had the same crisis situation around human survival, in other words, even our authors’ basic reason to create the literature masterpiece must revolve itself in any author in world.

To me, English is not my country’s native learnt mother language, but the ones who use English must be the most numbers in world, if we try to choose the most advantageous language for gaining ground readers’ number and getting generally most known position, English must be the most useful language, thus such as me, in world, the number of the author who can feel familiar impression just to English when the one is writing sentence would be the most, in all world localities.

This time’s corona virus’s global pandemic inccident would be the beginning, for all human, and even to me who has, according to my opinion, my consciousness never to be so prejudiced to any other one as other person for me, I certainly felt that the ones who were never profittable to my social presence as the ones to whom so unfortunate suffering to this virus, if that possibility was realized, it serves them right, even that kind of ill-nature hope could be held either in my mind, and that emotion regarded as inherently evil born theory dispositional our presence I got me found through my honest emotion, that could be applied to so many general citizens even with so good tempered and conscientious or good sense citizens, at this so nervously tense condition of all citizens, that was my so unexpected discovery around human presence.

If paradoxically we debate it, we first discovered our inherently inborn instinctive savage mentality at this last-ditch situation around human survival, and with it, I feel I could get undiscovered truth we essentailly have, thus, even very high level classified bureaucrat’s lazy corruption in prohibition never to go out from own residence was disclosed and that all nationally publicly exposure in media of journalism would be seen so necessary.

In conclusion, we could discover and confirmed our own savage instinctive reaction and self securing aggressive character which we’ve never found any our truly inherent disposition mobilized only at so critical emergency, that thing, we can conclude to the reality of us through these proved matters.

And with these solving to our true apperance, either I must have switched my stance to create my literature masterpieces to my future, then necessarily from now on, my creating novels or so would be changed so subtlly but so essentially.

And in having that kind of my experience, I could feel that I certainly got self confidence to have a view to human for creating literature with novels and poetries. Thus my next novel could be deepened in discription of content and way to express human and its method. (to be continued)
(May. 23th. 2020)