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Mind of Tears

Have you ever had gratitude to your tears?


Tears could emit when we are sad or at tough time.


Tears can have dropping not to be asked by us, you know.


Either, at the time we have no sorrow, it could drop for securing our eyes.


Even at the moment not so sad nor tough, if we remember these things in past it can drop.


Have we had some sympathy to tears’ mind ever?


We all owe to tears at knowing when we have sadness or pain in mind, and something could intrude our eyes, either.



Have you ever talked to your own tears?



Tears can drop for us not only at the time we have sadness but also appropriate occasion for save us.


Tears could be drought after we wipe it out from our own face.


Then, if we privately try to talk to them, they’ve never dropped anymore.


At sad time or not, you can think of my tears, I can do of yours, and feel together, these all owes to tears.


Have so stark we talk to us making them put on our effort to be them?


My tears reflect your pupils.


Your pupils reflect my tears.


Your tears gaze at me.


You try to wipe your tears out from your face being gazed by me.


Wiped tears could dry, forgotten but it must never complaint.


Nevertheless, it can drop when I want to complaint but can never do so.


At the time I complaint too.


Sadness, pain must stop even tears.


Hence, when it can drop on us must be when we can get ease.


You could talk to your tears at that moment.


I can understand your talk, either.


I can get ease when my tears drop on my face.


You can see it too, can’t you?


My tears are my sorrow and pain you can see.


However, your tears are your sorrow and pain I see.


nevertheless, tears could be drought after we wipe it out.


It has gone away to some place and it makes us cry and drop our tears again.


You can drop for being forgotten, can’t you?


You are waiting for the moment I can remember you as dropping on my cheeks, aren’t you?


You can drop on me and you like me and anytime stay at some place in us.


That you are not only material for us, nor what I can make you do so arbitrarily.


You can understand my emotion, but I have no mind to your mind so honestly.


Anytime I have a feeling to make you drop, you do so, even at the moment I want never you drop, you do, thus I can be aware of my emotion.


If I wipe you out from my face, I can warmth at you.


You definitely are alive.


But I must never make you alive.


You and I are together alive.


You are to some extent known to it as long as I can be alive that you can drop on me anytime we are at that moment.


(June 6th 2009. July 24th 2017 written in Japanese, translated it into English at Dec. 10th 2020)