You ever must have been so unique nature girl, because only you were a little diffrent from other many girls, you loved so much about my country so reverse side of the globe for your country. 

You once so decisively came to foreign country for you for solution to your strong curiosity, and met one guy as me, and you had a pretty girl giving birth to her by yourself alone. 
You loved her so much as if your past appearance and my shadow were felt at her.

And she was raised to be a charming girl like your past, but she was more diffrent from other girls around her than your past, coz she was only with her mother as you, as a foreigner and her father was absent from her and her mother home.

Necessarily, she had so much pain on her mind, that injured heart made her expression so gloomy and frustrated so much, at adolescence of her.

She had no chance to live together with her family and even meet him.

However, she has kept her mind to treat her mother as you so gently and affectionately so much, because she was so Angel tasty pretty girl, still now is so as beautiful woman.

Memory draws back me past, when I imagine those days' all things around you and your pretty Angel daughter. In fact, I either had so seriously sturdy and persistent pain on my mind, you see. Then, please forgive me, so chicken-hearted one never securing you all.

But if I was forgiven and given chance to rehabilitate my position with your kindness, I'd like to inject my all energy only for you all, whose happiness from this moment on must be secured by me either, you give me a chance.

However, you as your mother by herself alone gave birth to you to meet only her, you are so gotten mature so beautifully to marry some so nice guy for your life happiness, you believe either at this truth, you should find your ideally the best guy who can make you happy and ease your mother so relaxed, I wish you could do and if you'd be no problem, I want to take my all best power for keeping you to find out that one and make you happy by yourself, you know.

Give all happiness on you, my sweet Lord, please give me a chance to help them together in this world, if you did so to me, I'll do everything for you and them everlastingly!

Dec. 17th. 2020