Are you so really happy as you are?

Anytime anybody could question to another oneself to the one, you just show your smile to the any other one in community or general social sites publicly, and actually you so really happy, you could say so confidently?

Eventually, yesterday’s myself to anyone would be a rival to today’s own myself to anyone, you know.

You just are thinking that pretending to be happy is your task you’ve kept and accompanied with your daily life in public, and you only follow that behavior as normal as all the other ones. But that behavior could be stereotyped, you must feel it either so, you see, at true mind, mustn’t it?

Society is the hardest arm for any individual, isn’t it? You know obviously huge and enormously giant prison for all, necessarily but anyone could say that thing to anybody, but obviously it must be the presence to manage us with all artificially made things with AI, big data managing system, or so as the infinite gadgets and tools and convenient services, these things’ slave is our true appearance. Produced machines by themselves try to manage and control us and our act and social choice, any site’s citizens are all truly at personal mind so confused but that thing must be kept only at our personal mind, anybody could feel and decide that reality’s slavery status to us.

Our well-known these mechanic but very smartly pretending all machinery comfortable convenient ambient are not to be concerned to that each scale, all surveilling systems with cameras, bid data stocked information to any individual, making each occasion blackened lists for informing authorities, with date about credit card, members card for shopping and leisure, these synchronically create pretending paradise, intriguing our subconscious entertainment needing mind. However, if we consider about that reality’s affection to our very naturally orthodox mind, these all are so monstrous forcible convenience to us as the controlled hell of us, you know.

Certainly, nature resources are all so beautiful, but for enjoying at these environment we either adopt so consumptively gigantic energy destructing many jungles and not so interested nature resources. And additionally I want to say, we all are never plants.

Then, we perhaps in spite of Medieval eras’ simplicity essentially we could never take back nor regenerate in embodying of each appearance. We must never take back our ancestors’ very pure mind already. Life simplicity by itself could be made only with artificial project, you know.

Then, at least only wishing and praying words for us before going to bed, we could share together, you know. Only that could be so personally calmed mind held act to us.

Then, why don’t we find out another dimensioned peace of mind together!

Eventually, at contemporary society, for us, anybody must be vigilant at watching of any discerning necessity so socially with our own consciousness to commonsense, but that thing could be neither so unidentified to anybody. Just we all are only tacitly and vaguely admit that correctness together. And necessarily mutually that thing’s mention must be one of the typical taboo for anyone shared together at contemporary society.

Eventually, at contemporary society, for us, anybody necessarily distinguish any kind of information at which is true or fake, honest or cheating even at shopping, investing or so with the sharpest nerve from hour cutting, to minute cutting to second cutting look and care. That shifting speed could never lessened anymore, everlastingly unless we would destruct these all civilization necessary items which we regard as indispensable.

Ultimately these advancing phase must occupy our own mind with necessity to synchronicity to any other next one for us, personally, eventually we could define our aspect that we spontaneously make us slave to these all things’ goings.

We all are so masochistic alive flesh machines only for contemporary society’s mechanism so necessarily.

Nevertheless, truth telling us, you know, that the one who could never be enough satisfied with our own limited condition to all we can originally be engaged in, but we are all so frustrated with these realizable possibilities so personally and we could still never enlarge that free controllable reality yet.

Never. yet, we dare to be enjoyable at being masochistic small controlled machine by ourselves so spontaneously and try to unconsciously fixed only for any kind of systematic updating at everyday. We have no time to be introspective except sleeping time with strange nightmare, but rather having so grotesque nightmare must guarantee next morning’s good start, then we can admit that strange life turn so implicitly, because if we have no nightmare, we could keep sane consciousness at work or walking at town or so, you know.

And we’ve already known that what manages this world as the earth at least for human is no longer the people on this earth, animals could easily infected with corona virus but plants are never so, anybody has that idea, but we could never free from these vicious circle.

Unexpectedly corona virus and all gadgets and Ai, and machines are all so friendly at the best combination, together, that impression or fantasy I am apt to make them indwell at my mind.

Currency, virtual systems, material streaming with logistic mechanisms, methods, and transmitting reality as website and wireless or wire them all, namely these not substantially tangible unseen reality may have been collaborated with any upgraded threatening viruses.

In other words, never human and never animals, now world completely only systems and networks are just starring at reality of the world.

Then, after all the same question and proposition must make advent or adversity or so to us as what human is, if we are never the slave or prisoner for them.

Internet, smartphone or so are all mobilize to manage us as soldiers.

They win us so really. There we have some question, how we can recover our original humanism. presumably that kind of this must have been just fantasy or illusion for our mind, mustn’t have never been it?

Individual unique character, or unique idea as the kind of things could wither so earlier at our really realized stage of our society. These things are no longer so vital to society. Never so necessary things make us forget them so speedily in our reality, and only left things to us must our potentially prepared instinctive selfish securing savageness.

Showing individual unique character and sensitivity in society must have been wiped out from this world about half century ago, that thing must be the truth already for us so necessarily.

Nevertheless, because of these unavoidable destiny for contemporary citizens of us, we shouldn’t wink at everything speedily shifting and making us slavery and prisoner in machine using reality. In other words, our age’s very exceptional guiding mode by machinery ceaseless assault to our natural mind forcing us adopt all up to date and state of the art mode shifting, updating, upgrading switchable assaults and sprinting mode of them all should be taken into our account for setting our introspective mind deliberation.

Sprinting aspect must never be our object we can just look over, or wink at just as onlookers, because our receiving and informed contents of news and these analysis are already occupied by machinery outputting judging and arbitration. News reporting tendency and checking to all tweets at appropriateness are never done by human, just by set programs of complicated informative data system, in other words, our rarely having human’s so wild nature must be robbed with these systematic social disposal and these policy maker neither must be human, just machine, you understand.

So far, we have never found any solution to free from these machinery operating autonomous system, and at least so dinky way-out for doing so could be found, our own spirit could get ease at daily noisy and busy days and our spontaneous slave life selecting days could be a little brightened at our mind, you know.

(to be continued)

Dec. 20th. 2020

Memo; Presumably we could never have our reality’s very prison tasty reality resolved anymore, but mentally we could get ease at this reality with considering these realities’ nature spontaneously we obey to be identified and analyzed as our mind satisfaction.