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Trade-Off Part1

Until several years earlier, my one of the most favorite hobby was cycling. But one winter's relatively warmer day, I tried to take a photo of view of landscape riding on my bicycle, my body balance was lost, I overturned my bicycle and I got my breast strongly to the ground when I made my bicycle falling down to the ground, then after all I carelessly got my several ribs broken, consquently my mind was gradually staying away from cycling hobby, at the matter of fact I lately have a mind to trying to do it again, but sorrily, I misunderstood that I lost my key of that bicycle and originally that was given by my settling condominium janitor favorably because he knew that my job was writing at my home and that necessarily drags athletically bodily training shortage. That was used it and left to trash dump at my residential site.  
However my that bicycle's key was found by myself afterward I scrapped it.


But consequently, nevertheless I love cycling too, I abandoned cycling hobby once, because,those days, I couldn't afford to buy the new typed good bicycle financially. Additionally, I almost welcomed upcoming sixty and my traumatic those days' late bicycle overturn at my failure helped me decide once stopping my bicycle hobby for a while. And those days I'd getten another hobby of walking for long distance with both flat field on the road as main street and path or so. Moreover, my walking range had been extended to even mountainous zone.
Then necessarily, at my that athletic hobby's peak term, cycling and flat field and mountainous and formally mountain climbing were done in turn.


But one pillar cycling was suddenly suspended by my those days' decision.
Since those days several years passed until lately.
And necessarily these days' COVID's obliged staying home habitual days continued. Necessarily I either evaded any kind of crowd at any narrowed zone or site easily crowd could generate.
Then, very annoyably, my sense of direction could diminished so much.
Exactly, because I've continued walking on flat suburban and rural zones, thus necessarily at these opened space walking necessary sense of direction is not lost so much, and moumtain path intricate state coule be still safe at keeping sense of direction, however, in terms of small arcade or so at city building's dense zone demands any pedestrian, or passerby, as far as concerned with building's premises and any site's yard, my sense of direction is not so lost.
As far as concerned so intricately entangled arcade or small downtown, my sense of direction was seen so lost, because yesterday after so long period, I'd never visited so often those spaces, after walking down around small arcade,  I completely lost that sense of direction. But fortunately before I got me into maze, I immediately asked several middle aged male ones with passerby and company employee, I scarcely secured myself from being at conplete lost.


Actually, bicycle riding habitual days, I frequently took city and small downtown zone's walking, bicycle riding either, but after once quitting my habit of riding bicycle and small downtown arcade with crowd and small shops dense zone transition and locomotio for evading risk of infection of COVID, my sense of direction at city complex and complicated, but not building indoor space but opened outdoor walking necessary sense of direction might have been diminished. 
Additionally, my indoor and only writing and inputting acts' frequency increased according to staying home occasion's increase.


With these factors and my now confirmable data, I could induce like next items.



❇️Physical skill and knowledgeable scheming ability are probably composed with autonomous adjusting capability. These could be necessarily done at each occasionally schemed natural balancing.


❇️To several dimensions, any daily habitual acting and doing could be gathered at entirely necessary fixation. However that balancing fixed point could be arbitrarily made.


❇️Nevertheless, that fixed state could be fragile at being switchable for composite content replacement with purely physical and intellectual elemental nature.


❇️However very epistemological term characterized writing act could cause either reducing or diminishing compatiblity with physically dynamically moving and statically moving, nevertheless similarly applicable precisely done writing and small downtown arcade walking could be compatible at the case at which we do not take another dynamically long distance straightforward walking simultaneously.


❇️Nevertheless, upper❇️latter case could be possible at compatibility according to training, even if it takes so much training.


❇️Eventually, what element we should take so much as the order of superiority, what we should regard as the most important, each term's compatiblity's modus ponens could be easily replaceable. Then, entirely, our reacting mind, physical and brain nervous necessity could make us each term's occasional conversion so flexibly and arbitrarily according to our own circumstance.


(to be continued)





Oct.  30th.     2021



Memorandum; Yesterday, long time no visiting capital state city after cancellation of emergent situation manifesting, then I went to movie theatre for appreciating "I am Greta".