World we live in is not obviously seen to our own future, privately identified(usually, being identified means publicly regarded, nevertheless, at seing essential mechanism or so could be done by personal mind),

anyway, we to us privately nor generally regarded viewed intentionally, neither unseen.

Because we intuitively have an idea that very close upcoming future could drag the disappearance of this world, to it nobody could not disagree.

Nevertheless, according to each one's concrete aspect in close future, personal job's circumstance in survival or so is uncertain, simultaneously, a little bit further extent future, suddenly our mind's attending anxiety could expand necessarily.

This means that two days later thing and further future's presumable anxiety could be easily joined with each other.

Ambiguity's nature is very whimsical.

Nevertheless, that probability is never urgently nor emergently made so necessarily.

Very concretely minute nature is consistently meticulously very negatively upcoming.

We are anytime at very neutrally not accurately vague but spiritually so strictly confident being in present texture.

Our schedule, completion's appearance, scheming ideology relies on evading instinct at any inviting sentence. Only very lazy running scheme could make us ease.

Nevertheless, anything should never be left to uncertainty. In other words, essentially we are really wanting only dodging any despair in knowing only fastidious to us, only directly concerned with own thing.

Only loving strictly scheduled routine mutually concessively in compromising way, but that could be very familiar levelled and dimensioned true mind, nevertheless to any other one,  we must never be generous to that indifferent stance and manner.

In other words, we need always the condition on at least own environment not to be opened too much to decide everything so strictly, nor bound in focused so strictly, because to any other one, we could easily regard so severely than us.

Eventually, only almostly free opting at least to us, so personally, though we usually to any other one but us, as much as possible we can treat so mildly.

With there factual truths, we'd say that we are very nasty presence. Mind of us either, nasty to handle.

To operate, nothing could be harder than our mind.

For convincing, we want only obedient mind to anyone, but we know actually nobody could be so honest at hearing our demanding.

Hunting lover or getting spouse or so are just only partial instance or case.

Nevertheless, we after all need time to us so enough.We could never be able to survive without time.

Despite of no generousity to any service to us, to us, only enough time, we absolutely demand.

If we'd make the reality upsetted, everything could be so well, nevertheless we are obliged to need only thrift and economy only to us, if the thing could be contrary, everything must be so well. But capitalism's market principle and cost reduction necessity must make our society a so defiant contradiction.

After all, we all need time, but nobody must have it so enough. We all are mortal, nevertheless we'd never survive without time, neither, nevertheless we need time, nobody must have satisfied mind at attending own time so much.

No need time could be given only by immortal entity.

(to be continued)

Memorandum; To this series, for the first time, I had an idea title naming, "To Greta" and I want to tell her that every older generation ones are not only selfish.

But that would be so too straightforward, though, I converted my first idea into this title, because I'm never so younger like her neither.