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Sea of Woman Part29 Return and Loss 7️⃣

The world we four warped in no noticed situation was just where I stayed until three years and several months ago, (necessarily, warping could have been unexpected to anyone, in general) at that moment, only I had some specific nostalgic emotion, on the contrary, to three ones there were completely at kinky emotion and totalled interpretation around reality in which they were thrown.


In fact, S umire and FB86 were seen shocked at the scene, by the way ordinary adult male ones walked around public road were either seen to me so extremely confused almost at the state even one word could never been made that moment, their eyes told so at least to me.


I instantly at the moment, "This is my well-known my world as my own country, ever I'd stayed for long years after I was born."

The moment, FB86 with tiny voice, "Are they adult male ones could have settled with any female one?" She honestly asked me so at small whispering voice beside my ear.

Their that time's attitude was identically arranged at the emergent situation necessary vigilance at utmost degree. To anything, they unconsciously had own posture for protecting themselves from any danger.

They had been seen only undone state for a while because of their own shock.


But necessarily, only I had competed in return to my originally I had belonged for staying as resident. Because in fact, to where  I'd settled and stayed until I warped into women dominating earth, that appearance was never watched by me, essentially both worlds were mutually perfectly different between my ever staying state as 3 years ago and that time. At the returning moment, I knew it so soon.


For the present, I made three except me enter in a motel where we were roaming about that time after warping, for accomodating them all for the present one night, after paying the charge, I got three women attended there.


And next moment, I talked to FB86 and Sumire sat down on the motel room bed, "I'm going to once go out from this hotel for confirming the outside appearance of here." 

And after walking down to entrance, to a lady of the motel there standing by, I explained that time circumstance I instantly arrived at the city and I showed my will to go back there after my confirming will finish, and went out from the motel.

 

I stopped one business suit wearing middle aged gentldman, calling him, "Excuse me, in fact, I went back to this country that moment, after three years going abroad as staying at middle east, there was no news about this country. These three years' information was none to me, how was three years, and now how is this country's situation? What happened there?"

Then, the gentleman said to me, "Did you get the information that R○ss○○ got their war invasion to Ukr○○n○?", to that his question, I pretended to know only it, nodding so, reacting "Then?", and urged his speaking continue to him, he said to me, he said to me "R○ss○ few minutes ago, launched their nuclear missile, this country at the relatively almost capital zone, to the top of mount A k○g○ in G○mm○ prefecture and disconnectedly, H○kk○○d○'s H○d○k○ area, very seriously damaged there places simultaneously summed about several thousands people were dead as war casualties, according to the news reported at TV I watched."

After listening to his saying, I utterly was shocked and half I lost my sane consciousness that time, but desperately I tried to calm it down spiritually, and continued to question to him, "Was that first attack to foreign country for R○ss○○?"

To that my question to him, he abruptly replied to me saying, "No, they either attack to T○○w○n  just 24hours ago.", and sighing for a second, and serially said," Launched bombing was completed at outputting several thousands people dead as made warfare dead casualties."


That time, in the capital city of my country, except my country's originally settling the same ethnicity ones, there were very many obviously confirmed foreign country's citizens were walking around my staying location. They busily were coming and going mutually indifferently. That time, surely I didn't miss to witness their presence.

That gentleman making his face and body to the angle at these foreigners walking appearance, "These ones are refugees from Ukr○○n○, partially, R○ss○○N' exiles went through the route of E○r○p○, at anti-war idea and ideological motivated circumstance."


I completely perceived these movements and conceived roughly all contexts around my returning originally my belonging world situation. Despite of my several years absence of my original world any circumstance and my country's it too, certainly, global community was harshly switched at my absent years at serially come up to incidentally, though necessarily, my mind driven by heavily pulsing known to me, my heart consequently was made so heavily beaten in listening to his mentioning.


(Irregularly continued)




Sep. 23rd., 24th.   2022