J◯p◯n has at least to me, not any other member probably except Vito, seemed to be perfectly the country in which women had own discriminated circumstance historically, because all women had implicitly been forced to be only good wife and mother for children between her own husband. The women in the country had been demanded only obedient one for husband as Ryou sai Ken bo(良妻賢母), but in it, at least for conservative husbands, human right had never been taken into account, to my views, the impression was done on my mind. 

Those are to me, the longest staying country's own impression, anyway, this is to them,  J◯p◯n◯s◯, my held own impression. 

After all, Craig's temptation to me to join with his syndicate was never showing any ending, my mind by itself was extremely leaning on acceptance, that was necessarily derived from my emotionally done reason to want me to have reunion with Tania, and no other woma, lady had not moved my mind except her, that was my own life. And doing my job as agent staying in foreign countries, my own terminal had inserted Craig's own seductive talk, and in it, to me, the most impressive one was like next.

"Nobody subjectively wants to be managed by any other one. Nevertheless, after all nobody can manage any other one but the one, essentially, though anybody tries to discover some seen the best compromizable way for survival, for instance, these days one of the most miserable thing we should truly solve is just R◯ss◯◯n invading war with Ukr◯◯n◯, but the sole way for doing so well could be assasination of President P◯t◯n, but the assassin should be the same nationality one of his, no other one won't be appropriate, only his people one should do so. But after all, that must be so hardly done, any other one could try to do so, but almost doing must be blocked with previously conspired own protective scheme by his ones around him. If it'd be so, I will even cooperate with him, that is my own life philosophy." 
When I listened to the talk content, my whole body skin was suddenly showing own chilly sensed tangible reaction. After all, derailed elite programmer life road own atrociously fearful side was shown to me, that talk heard moment made me feel so. After all, he had never become B◯ll G◯t◯s, nor St◯v◯ J◯bs, nor so. 

  ⚪️           ◯           ⭕️          🟠　　　🟡　　　🟢　　　🔴　　　🟤　　　🟣　　　🔵

My own temporary agent who was dispatched as not formally employed but almost illegally employed own road will be seen the last running path or so which will approach, the left orbit was so small and short distance both objectively and subjectively.

Probably almost ones must show only partial side to any other one, nevertheless, nobody must be pretend to be perfectly different emotionally showing to anybody, in other words, nobody is perfect at pretending to be another one, the case doesn't discriminate, professionals as agent abroad as well.

 🔵　　　🟣　　　🟤　　　🔴　　　🟢　　　🟡　　　⚪️           ⭕️          🟠　　　⚫️

One day, I was walking around my those days renting one small apartment building mainly interspersed parks, in fact, some dubious atomosphere was felt at my own back sensing, though I occasionally looked back to my own backgrounded any location, but necessarily I got no proof around somebody who aimed my own thing. But in fact, at least to my own sense, some chilly sense was actually done on my own nerve. But simultaneously those days my life was really needed so nervous sprit around any personally doing as investigating and collecting deta around my missioned any matter. Thus some my own spirit could have caused my own feeling that fantasy, thus as much as possible, I tried not to regard the thing so extremely anxious, but that own chilly sense was never stopped for a whiAfter that typed my those days exceptional sufferable sense given days, one day, I had made up my mind to walk around low mountainous zones for coordinating my own bodily condition, and that day, at least at earlier morning to nearer time zone around noon, not that worse weather, though I tried to make further location my own hiking course, thus with several trains I headed to S◯◯t◯m◯ prefecture's one very nature environmentally suitable  location almost village typed town Y◯r◯◯ Machi, and certainly my walking condition I was given at the day, very ideally, though I tried to drop in any very nice atomosphere and scenery performance providing temples, and shrines, but after passing noon and when I walked along one thin country road by myself, suddenly cloudy weather was made to also me, of course, at least to me, that moment, nobody except me was confirmed at least by me, naturally, and almost shower could assault my own walking line, and to it, being anxious, actually rain started to drop from one to gradually heavily showering and consequently I was assaulted by shower so suddenly after I was noticed with cloudily switched climate, though I tried to evade rain dropping stroke, and for the first time when I walked only for seeking after some evading location for protecting my body from moistened by heavy shower, and actually, some deep forest with seen so rigidly heavy rocks gathered location was seen so safer at securing my body never drained by rain, and really it was so successfully done on me, and I for a while, held on at one seen so safer zone as not drained by raindrops so heavily. And actually that location was ideally effective at least for making me not drained by rain drops. But after I could confirm that heavily assenting shower ceased after drained whole ground at a stretch, though I started to get back that time walking path, but this time I was noticed at what I forgot my passing route so hardly be found cerrectly as my once padding route. Because that moment I only desperately tried to evade rain drop heavily showering condition, though I had no enough mind spiritually for taking care of learning correct route by my heart so strictly, thus I got lost at low mountain path, though I took my mobile phone, and tried to know the location I was there, and making my mind so easy, and I tried to use the route my mobile phone indicating at the moment, at that my terminal positioning point, one some horse voiced old man was conceived by my perception, and that was at least to me familiar voice. 

(To be continued)

Apr. 3rd.    2024

After listening to your many songs with very positively strong power, but afterward what my mind can get as an impression is anytime so calmed and easy in so brightly pure appearance. Even if your tunes are so aggressively expressed and played, because your mind is so purely affectionate, your songs listening makes me own calmness.

Probably that effective your tunes power must be derived from your own humanity in which your kind and affectionate mind nature and gently lovable beautiful minded and hearted humanity on you and your beloved whole environment with nature, human network and your own philosophy around life and love can easily interpreted by anyone.

Those realities must evidence that composing one to tunes, melody and rhythm and writing one to lyrics or so must have own mutual transmission around the person's own individual nature as the masterpiece's character is reflected midium for creating one's own nature. 

Though probably, more than theme, singing creator's own brightened and pure hearted nature must be the songs moving degree's own factor. Around it, your own tunes as songs with lyrics had been evidenced those intrinsic reason for maintaining artist's life, so certainly. 

Just strongly motivated positive stance to life itself is easily transmitted into our own immanent mind and heart so directly. After all, your own that stance makes any listener some strict sympathy to your singing and creating stance. 
In fact, really, these days reality set on the earth is hardly acceptable around human by warmth e.g. made by your own character. Because these days easily transmittable daily reality makes ordinary many citizens have own skepticism to any active transmitting one's mind. 

However, on the contrary, your own positively regarding stance will be so precious around enlightening global people naturally have sympathy around your not that skeptical posture to any matter. Thus, I anytime wish you to create more wonderfully beautiful songs so forevermore. 

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 3rd.    2024

Appendix; I am not professional musician nor so, though what only professional ones shared as own intellectual analysis should be left to them all, thus only my own idea around your beautiful songs will be written on this site sometimes, with some respectful mind and idea to you, Sir. Paul! 
By the way, at driving world tour in Japan's Tokyo dome, near the performers' entrance gate, one shouting guy was there, as, "Hey, Paul!" was me. Had you heard that voice? Only one meter distanced location, I stayed there watching your using own car entered in the concert field facility. (Laugh)

Probably, to us, almost realities are never perfection persecuted performance, nevertheless, we are never despaired so pessimistically. Those own appearing mode is definitely sustained with some our own implicitly regulated some rule or kind of nature. This time only the thing may have been given as theme we should be engaged in.

After all, at daily reality all things around our efficiency rating abiding clarified standard, cross legged alignment will be asked at arbitrary assessment. Because we all are never persecuting perfect performance. 

Thus if we set triple elementary composition, perfection abiding Consistency and inconsistency as the ordinarily seen the worst outcome and middle or neutrally regarded cross legged alignment as t. e. c..

But in fact, inconsistency's own definite interpreting is hardly captured for the present, thus only why we can never output any Perfection around Consistency which is necessary around the case we all are irritated by what we can never have any ideally regarded outcome. But usually almost the cases, we have no definite standard around perfection. 

Though, perfection should be regarded as more practically each occasionarily convertible flexible outcome, though next equation can be to some practical extent for the present seen the ideal.  

That is for the time being, the case at least the worst case is evaded so smartly, and future abiding more positively regarded modification possible state is easily found. The appearance can be witnessed, so far we should regard it as success. 

Perfection could be PF, the standard is unexpectedly ambiguous, and easily we can regard it as what we are picturing around God sake abiding Absolute Ideal Performance, thus,

 AIP = PF,

However, 
almost cases we can output is not that so, though if we are regarding not that worsened outcome as the arbitrarily better performance, if not that worsened outcome could be Arbitrary Better Performance, as ABP,  and Reality Abiding Arbitrary Best Outcome as R2ABO, and to the Ideally Perfectly Done Performance(IPDP), Compromised View(CV)could be taken into account, as 

ABP = R2ABO → IPDP(CV)

And not always, Inconsistency (IC) though, 

¬ (IC) → IPDP(CV)

For managing every organized unit, we absolutely need upper so simple equation abiding management.

(Irregularly Continued)

Apr. 2nd.    2024