Terry was skiing her, contacting her, what made her so pale and sunken, then she reacted saying so simply, "I can never sleep so easily." To her saying in turn Terry asked, "What makes you so?" To it, she said to him, "Simply my job is on some deadlocked condition."l

After all, two young ones had no sleep night at 24 hours running family restaurant tasty bar in Paris downtown, as the chrepest one for labor power employees, only they used only English, but the ones who use it were only them. And afterward, she confessed that her work was only in French, but she was not that well at speaking it and having communication in it. She had been dispatched to various countries from her home country Germany, but at any other country, she could use only English for communication, but only France was different, in terms of language communication, only France was persistent at using only French. Probably they had so troublesome situation because they were awkward at using French. However, Terry was not that at troublesome condition, because his job was necessary at using only his home country language, Lingua Hebraea, he worked as Professional ones' dictionary and specialized books sales for clergymen in Paris. As his home country Israel needs only Old Testament, and to any other country, many clergymen were dispatched at doing the same job, he was engaged in the sales of specialized books for clearly men in abroad. Books content was the precise interpreting for any part of Old Testament. Those books in general have used only Professional Religion concern clergymen.  
  
       
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After all, to the ones who frequently are obliged to have long distance locomotion for serving content must have tendency around having love affair for them, accidentally impulsively mutually loving flame is done on them, unexpectedly even for them. Thus to Terry and Mary as well, the loving flaming speed was very fast and only at several minutes, specifically Terry made up his mind to love her steadily carnally at a glance to her whole appearance with her face he witnessed sunken beautiful younger lady. And to him, her nationality abiding old days history by which his family relevant many ones had severely suffered from harshly inhuman execution murder by her country's one atrociously cruel dictator, those background had nothing to do with his kindled love flame. Merely he was strongly attracted with her it as something in the way he moved attracted by no other lover. 

Mary was so pretty at showing so coquettish smile to him from the first moment they mutually focused their own conscious concentration, because to Terry, her it with fecund breast and tight waist, and blue eyed wetty pupils all were only attracting essence by itself. 
On the other hand to her, Terry was confirming very favorable atmosphere she had emitted from the first moment she was witnessed at that bar, she had reminiscence around only several tens minutes earlier for them in the motel bed, after they with each business for the present promised to meet to each other again, after they recorded mutually address of mobile phone. Yes not as well as older days lovers, they, for them, only doing so mutually, will have their reunion so easily. 

After they got back to their each own job site for that day, and Terry occasionally recollected Mary's own carnally emitting flavor, according to the impressive intensity, man thing could have own unforgotten memory around own lady body's flavor, but even it'd be according to fatally having another encounter or so, being revolved or so must be set, but necessarily those days' that thing had nothing to do with him, and probably Mary by herself as well.

Terry was heading for his job ordering one older synagogue for Selina books around Judaism text and preaching necessity for professional. Meanwhile, Mary was heading for the office of her working company, and today is to her, formally engaging in investigation to the office of dubious terminal users' service center's headquarters, after she will accomplish that place investigating, she had to head for noisy bug inserting dubious service business companies offices as well, several ones were the investigating object for her, at the occasion. 
　    

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At Paris Airport, Mike was working as luggage dealing porter after arrival to the airport for airplane customers. He was French, ordinary older frank people's descendant. 

On the other hand, Sandra was Palestinian whose family was deplomat on abroad of her father and sales lady for cosmetic commodities of her mother, her family had changed settling country several times, for any life regard difficulty as Palestinian refugees. Her family those days had made up their minds to settle at each different country for survival as safety of life security, because her father was belonging to Hamas. These days for nurturing his family members in absolutely safer condition, he already had retired those days own extremist mission. But globally, any list had been diffused at any other country, he desperately hidden his those days own his mission. Either for the reason, his family was obliged to change the settling country from next to next, and those days, his family made up their minds to settle in France, consequently, indeed.

(To be continued)

Apr. 5th.     2024

One the greatest Poet made me so nervous, though I got my mind so exhausted deeply in my own immanent and potential mind. 

After all, any individual is attached into own memory and own transactional ideas so persistently, you know. And deadlocked trust emotional matter and subject, and crippled motivated minded idea in own mutually given consensus gap are all definitive factors to make us sunken, we could say.

20 Century eras by itself is or themselves are these days already past made own ones as the impressin from these days us, the impression is recently fixed. And certainly those middle term ideas had been set as the one guidelines. That was some myth around each personal minded own socially individual consciousness.

But these days, more very instantly interlocked reality as one of typical peer pressure abiding mind and idea has been fixed so strictly. In other words, 21 Century some usefully regarded mind stance must be anonymously conscious own interlocked reality, thus necessarily it is just very mutually indifferently occasionally unconcerned to each other and at some exceptionally very mutually cold blooded sense can be easily transmitted to each other. 

Mutually segregted own capsule hotel room unit tasty physical conditioned mutually individually conscious human relevance must have been set so necessarily. Mutually only passing stranger around locomotion in city infrastructural zones as the relevance makes us all own hegemonic reality mentality abiding isolated mind only can be shared mutually. The state must have been made so necessarily.

Narrsistic individual typed daily citizenship abiding our own consciousness makes us moreover capsule hotel accommodated typed ideas and only in it, at daily rejoice and own pleasures emotion, we easily try to capture it and to the desire, we are easily trapped into own compartment packed daily appearance not only spatially embodied infrastructural reality but also mobile terminal usage abiding own notionally mindfully captive own informative presonors' consciousness and mentality are easily set in our own immanence. 

To it, for the presence, we are never discovering any good deal around diffusing our own infrastructural usage pier pressure by itself can be outstandingly visibly remarkable in vision of our own life spending mode. 

(Irregularly continued yes)

Apr. 4th.     2024

Like kareidscope provisionary own apperance, our daily reality manageable own systematized reality makes us know what typed consistency can provide our own social reality. And what we have to learn is from next to another provided so numerously, though at each item, we can never face so easily for long time at easy mind nor passionate motivation.

In other words, we all have been for so long years period surrounded and besieged with very busy and frequently easily switchable numerical, mindset convertible realities, and to it, some unidentified numb sensibility has been fixed at deeply potential mind. The very lazy stalemate around signified change in rulewarm reality makes us own meekly obedient some kind of slavely managed emotionally mind and physiologic nuence for long period as several decades.

In very harder and busy time running rather makes our mind so numb and own lazy stalemate habitual own daily spending time's impression. Though in those so strangely irresistible realities, how we can keep sane consciousness is constantly questioned in anybody's mind, so earnestly, the personal asking and answering necessarily are made in our own mind.

Sir. George Harrison's last days supreme masterpiece song "Brainwashed" was the one in which very remarkably expressed our own informative social realities' irony stingray in his voice was done. Gossip and propaganda make us own social illusionistic idea. Also at his "Devil's Radio", he already had emphasized his own skepticism around busy informative social realities, these days we all have been whirlpooled. 

After all, before we all capture own happiness and ease, for the premise, only numerically signified index and economic growth aimed value can be displayed. 
In other words, no other index can be easily neglected by totalled cognition. 

Though, we all have nothing but only enjoying that crazy waltz or so in running any business, or keeping our own credo. From MS-DOS into mobile phone attending reality, from movie theatre films appreciation into any site animation freely throwing daily reality, we all have been in locomotion on tightrope. 

World by itself is day by day minimized at sensing totally only with rationalized index, nevertheless, our own life ease standard can never be modified so remarkably. But our own personal Ming provides us an idea, "So what?" like Sir. Miles Davis played.

To us, in surviving interlocked reality, only accepting everything so nonchalantly, and never persistently attached to anything, only the attitude and mindset implicitly required by nature as our own civilizational index. 

Yes, every artificially superficial item is just so awful substance and only to it, we have nothing to cling onto, you know. For the time being, accepting everything, but to anything, not that persistently attached. Only the attitude and stance are definitely necessary. This is just interlocked reality surviving mindset, you know.

Afterward, every our mindset will be done, what will be left to us, and our own mind?
Only blow I the wind, ever the great minstrel poet was singing, and how could we face any coming reality!?

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 4th.   2024