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Biorhythm in Encounter Part2/Today could Never be Another Part2

All we can observe today with infinite now’s accumulation means any today could never be vanished around what it is, but from the future to it, it could be meant what it was, what it used to be, there was, anyway once comes to us, but it must become future, but of course it would be in future, its time must be now as present, at the matter of fact, handed over its position or status to next now, and next now comes to us, the former now must be presently vanished to be none and few minute ago we only can say so.


Every today is the same, now corresponds with today, next moment corresponds with tomorrow, today must become tomorrow and tomorrow must become today. In other words, the next day as when it is today, tomorrow, but at the switching moment from today to tomorrow, it simultaneously means that tomorrow gets today and today gets to be none as becoming recorded and memorized yesterday.


Paraphrasing it, every today is absolutely said that what its fact once existed must never be invalidated as true fact, everlastingly, unless as recorders, reminders, and rememberers are exterminated, of course if the universe itself would be none, the fact to exist a day we debate must never be vanished, but, if any human might have been none, that day’s meaning must become nothing.


Possibly, I can think that all those things might have been relevant to next things.


Human-being has had been one of mammal an intrinsic physiologically characterized to survive along with cycle as dawn, daylighted time, sunsetting, as evening grow and night, midnight, its turn must never be switched another, so far, probably unless the earth is vanished, its fundamental period must go onto future as eternally chasing next moment until the end of the day for universe itself.


Our usual notice, or consciousness’s concentration is made of its periodical regular turn, if it was none, any conscious working must never be set,
Consciousness means the time’s shifting and its riding on it of us in consciousness and it must be nothing but feeling so to us, it could never be compared with other one’s it, but we all have no doubt around its shared fact as regular co-experiencing unless we privately get to be insane.


Ordinary consciousness means that we all in no doubt we are all shared the same time’s going with passing, vanishing any now or so.


By the way, daytime idea and night time idea is different from each other, of course we can note something and read it again but in daytime easily popping up to our mind and nighttime’s it are in discerned somewhat we can never so easily explain, it must never be false.


Imagining morning at evening or night and imagining night at morning or daytime as noon or afternoon are all mutually different.


Although, eventually all these cycles consistently depend on spending way for each of us, either.


Deep thinking logical circuit or so with contemplation and deliberation make us with our own brain so vividly awoken, but after getting some convincing outcome with it, we usually need loosened moments for a while, positively we need or demand so completely our own brain to get amusement injected to brain itself, its process is smoothly transported in turn a day.


E.g. daytime idea is universally directed to serving to society so dutifully or sometimes even so forcibly, but nighttime it is emancipated from social compulsive somewhat to bind us so easily, it means outpost of sleeping time, or so to say that e.g. when we are in fatigue as exhausted so much, it means colored to be dormant somewhat so delusive even in deep thinking in other words, our deliberating aspect must be impacted by our own physiologic reaction and bodily and mental demand, but even so sleepy moment sometimes urges us to want to be awaked so surely and rather at the moments we can be either so sharpened, rather sleepy moments gift us a very good idea, that would be said so naturally.


Thereby, usually when we look at somebody’s face, e.g. our next person’s own residential area at morning when anybody goes to work with commuter train, buss, or so, and after expiration of job time, when all are going home with them at evening each completely differentiated in being noticed either to myself, that matter is so outstanding fact to us all.


Eventually, evening going home’s time gives us so relaxed loosened expression and complexion into close dreaming it, in conclusion, night itself would be deepened, our face and body feeling must be managed only with so individual idea, it means so mixture of logical it and dreamy it in combined state. And generally speaking it is so kind of abstract trended it, thus so unique idea would be crossed at mind at daytime, it must get gradually so ripened than daytime’s it, it is so strange, and miraculous to our life.


Vertically honest idea must pop up at morning and daytime before noon, but gradually evening contacts us, assorted abstract idea must gain ground in depth of ripe consideration, it is so fun, and wonderful. Although we usually make an effort to show any that sort of idea to other ones, daytime ordinarily we pretend to be diligent and honest obeying to all custom and convention showing nothing of our true mind, we must put on own mask participating masquerade but so tidy formal stoic it, and coming of evening is getting so close, our mindset must be switched immanently so abstract in emancipated relaxedness of course it would be according to work’s job condition and proceeding.
(to be continued)


(Nov. 18, 20th. Dec. 2nd. 2019)