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Anytime Even at Absence of You from here I am

What your shadow always told me is now absent from here I am anytime, but it makes me feel isolated even if I was surrounded by many fellows, you know.


But nowadays even that feeling could be utilzed for cheering my by myself, because your telling many words even at so short and silent time for us could provide me so many words for diffusing my loneliness and gloomy emotion constantly overapping my days in life, you mind.


Even absence of you from here i am anytime just coild be power or drive to do me at doing and thinking everything as another to what I’d done ever.


Your shadow in my memory could expand my imagination and picturing my future, even if it could be so shortened to me for piling up for my life, you cry.


At any adverse condition to me, I’d deal with it anytime my accompanying your shadow and your words in my memory, you see and feel!


At a break, at my work or home, I close my eyes and picture your smiling face and your telling words in my mind, that’s splendidly terrific to me at anytime you talk!


Danging appearance of you is anytime visualized in my brain, that danceable beat drives me so cheered and activated so much, thus, so stark, how can anybody delete my that picturing on my mind?


Who could make them all so palinly forgotten? Only no answer nor reply could be done to me, anytime whoever tries to do so to me, you agree!


Even absence of you from my palace wherever I stay, anytime rathere your absence could encourage and it could be my enlightened energy, you keep!


Then, after all, only so unforgettable beautiful memory could sustain one guy like me actuated and empowered at doing everything, you bring me beating, you swing!


The, hey dancing heroine of you to take me to unidentified heaven to my lifespan, that rejoice and oracle must never be blown away nor carried out from my mind place, or it of my body, and soul, you know.


Feb. 9th. 2021